drowning_gummybears's Xanga

Oh I'm sorry >.<

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 15:27:48 GMT

I havent posted in so loong!! >.< sorreehhh though i have quite a bit of icons to post now! :D

Well always know, that you shine brighter.

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:31:08 GMT

fucking pissed right now.

I haven't posted in a billion years, so i dont remember what icons new and etc.

sorry for any multiple uploads

anyways; enjoy.

p.s. take more then three icons-suscribe, i dont post until i get atleast 4 suscribers

she has trouble acting normal when shes nervous

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:32:32 GMT

lyrics from a Panic! cover of Round here, by Counting crows =]

Otay i guess ill update

i dont remember if i got susrcibers though

so remeber:

take more then 3 icons-suscribe please =]

*because i'm a retard

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 23:50:56 GMT

i cant rememebr how to edit a weblog XD

so i'm just making a new one, but this is torri finishing it up XD

<lmfao her boobs are falling out

sadly, this is all i have <:( i thought i had more. i was mistaken though

Then you start to turn blue.

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 20:12:10 GMT

lyrics from satans icecream truck-strapping young lad.

-i ahve to go, but im not finished ;D

There's a look in your eye, and it's screaming goodbye.

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:24:34 GMT

Memories that fade like photographs<all time low

Torri is going into grade eight this year :D yeah i know, i'm small. But i have decided im going to change a bunch of annoying things about myself. like im going to be super happy, and if im feeling gross i shant show it off to the world. bahaha, and im getting this hairstyle, or soemthign clsoe to it cause my hairs stupid thick:

alright on to the icons and remember: take more then 4-suscribe, i'm not posting until i have 4 suscriebrs

Photography type stuff

people:

random photograohy:

Bands:

Taking Back Sunday-

Metro Station-

All Time Low-

Random Icons now :D

BEH

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:37:33 GMT

it saddens me that i dont even have two suscribers in almost a month.

well i'm hoping to get two suscribers soon then i shall add more icons.

please remember, if you take more then 4 icons suscribe :)

also

i am going to the midnight masquerade thsi friday for breaking sawn.

my friends and i are making t-shirts

I NEED A QUOTE

im thinking either

Jacob Black/Mike Newton:

Wedding Crashers

or have it on the front:

Edward Cullen

then on the back:

because Harry Potters ugly.

if you guys have any ideas pelase tell moi

Why did i lie? im so sorry.

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:14:50 GMT

now that we're done by metro station

gajhk remember, if you take more then 4 SUSCRIIIBBBBBEEEEE :D

They taped over your mouth, scribbled over the truth with their lies

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:22:06 GMT

Close up camera two, the hero dies in this scene

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:08:44 GMT

lyrics from BLACK CAT-MAYDAY PARADDEEE

it took a while to get two subscriptions. im dissapointed REMEMBER if you take more then 4 icons it'd be nice to get a subscription :/ :P so anyways ON TO ZEE ICONS/QUOTES :D

I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it.

"Just because I try not to talk about it
does not mean that I am over it, that I
feel better, or that I am ever going to be
okay. I just don't want to be a BURDEN"

She stays hidden behind a fake smile.
She cries at night to the sad songs on the radio.
She runs away from the truth.
She doesn't want to do anything but lay in his arms

so what if i'm a bitch, you're a whore
and i'd rather be known for what i do
than who i screw

don't believe that old cliche, that good things come to those who wait.
I think good things come to those who want something so bad, they can't sit still.
-ashton kutcher

You tell me that's it's all my fault. That I messed up everything. But you forget that I'm the kind of girl that laughs at her mistakes.

I'm telling you this because you didn't ask.
I've got it all here, growing like a tumor in my throat.
I'm telling you because if I don't, I will choke on it.
Everybody knows what happened but nobody asks

You'll be the boy I can't resist.
I'll be the tenth girl on your list

When you hug
someone, never bethe first to let go

so you go back, you always go back,
to the last point when you were happy.
and you hang on.

Sometimes we just need to get out,
get away & momentarily forget everything
in order to realize that what we have
really isn't all that bad.

the end of one adventure is also the beginning of the next.
history becomes legend, and dreams become reality.

this is for the girls who never won. who stay up late at night listening to music that inspires them to do things next to imposible. the girls that laugh, smile, cry, and think on a daily basis. the girls who learn and regret. the girls who may never have it easy. the girls who learn the hard way, and live to tell about it. the real girls.

you know you're not the only one who has a lot
to overcome. and the time has come then you
move on because you've been crying for too long. sometimes
life is so unkind, but change is never a waste of time.

When the headphones
are on, all you have to
worry about is if the
volume can go up any louder

You kill yourself and you make a big old sacrifice and try to get your revenge.
That all you're gonna end up with is a paragraph in a newspaper.
In the end, it does nothing. Nothing changes.
The world goes on and you're gone.
The best revenge is to live on and prove yourself.

I wonder when it'll be my day 'cause
I'm not too far from breaking down.
All I've got are screams inside.
But somehow they come out in a smile, and I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way.

I guess that's what I thought; that leaving something behind would erase it from my memory forever but it doesn't. If something touched you that deeply, it never goes away without a fight

Walk a little closer to me,
feel my heart beat
I'll show you who I really am
You'll be on the edge of your seat

One of my favorite things in the world
is meaningful nonsense. Sometimes you
read something or see something that you
don't really understand, but it really speaks to you.
You may not know what it means,
but you know it's meaningful, and that it's changed you forever

and i am still trying to figure out the exact moment
when my life became so messed up.

it's either the bravest thing i have
ever done or the most idiotic.
& i suddenly realize how hard it is
to tell the difference

She's wishing that someone could notice
the insecurities behind her smile
& the ~~tears~~ behind her eyes.

Passion is knowing what you want
& never stopping until you have it.

I guess you never know how much you care about someone
until you see them at their lowest. You're hurting because they're hurting
and all you want for them is nothing but the best.

The more you show your feelings the more people can hurt you

u look at me & see innocence
but u have no clue what i've experienced

There's something a quote does that
nothing and no one else can ever do, it
can become a part of you, you may never
meet, or even know who wrote your life
down in their own words, but that person
is your companion. Quotes help you get
over pain, feel loved, make you smile or
even laugh, on those tough days and to
think you started thinking no one know
what you were going through.....

& we could pretend it all the time
can't you see that it's a just raining
there ain't no need to go outside
+jack johnson

you make the bad times good
& the good times unforgetable

If it was your last day on Earth today, what would you do?
Or say? Who would you tell that certain someone you loved them?
Think about it & start doing it right now.

at some point, you have to make a decision.
boundaries don't keep other people out.
they fence you in.
LIFE IS MESSY.
that's how we're made.
so, you can waste your lives drawing lines.
or you can live your life crossing them.

its hard to start over, make new
friends. and to gain back
your social life..again.

you're a vision of tomorrow, a ghost from yesterday,
i'm trying not to let you take my breath away.
you're a summer's breeze that comes and goes,
but somehow lingers on. tell me, how am i supposed
to forget you if you're never really gone

I just sit here,

With the headphones on,

It’s my only escape,

I just sit here,

Tears rolling down my cheeks,

Trying to figure out why I feel this way,

Listening to my music,

Drifting away...

you may not be happy right now, and maybe not tommorow or the next day, or in a few months from now, but theres always gonna be the light at the end of the tunnel, and there might be a window on the way, but you have to know that someday you will be happy.

she smiles with all she has left
yet tears are left undried
and though she's got much to say
she bottles it up inside*
if you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees
a disguise you won't recognize
this girl is really me..

Do you ever get the feeling where you don't wanna talk to anyone and you don't wanna smile and don't wanna fake being happy but all at the same time you really don't know what's exactly wrong either

All of her friends tell she’s so pretty
But she’d be so much prettier if she smiled.

Please give me a summer of laughter.
A summer of happiness.
A summer of love.
Give me a summer to remember.

If you don’t mean every word you say
Don’t say anything at all

Give me another chance to make you smile;
You know, I've wanted this for awhile.

Don’t be the one.

Don’t be the one to say goodbye

The scariest thing about memories is thinking you're going to forget them.

I'm drowning in these feelings, and it's scaring me to death.
Staring at the ceiling.. So may things i could've said.

Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are.
No matter how much you're heart is aching,
There is beauty in the breaking.

I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
[World Spins Madly On ; The Weepies]

It seems I have no fears,

at least not huge ones,

none that people will hug me for,

everyones afraid of the things I am afraid of,

the people holding the knives,

heights when I’m able to fall off,

no one will or can keep me safe from those.

Just because her eyes don't tear up doesn't mean she's not crying.
And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean nothing's wrong.

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;
it's being forgotten by
someone you can never forget

She feels weaker every morning;
physically, mentally, and emotionally.
The funny thing is, nobody can tell.

There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed.

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;
it's being forgotten by
someone you can never forget

Why is it that, as a culture,
we are more comfortable seeing
two men holding guns
than holding hands?

Now that you’re gone things aren’t the same.
I don’t know what to do with myself. And I know you feel the same way too.
Face it darling, we always were better together.

She began to cry, just crying. The deep and ugly kind, the kind you lose yourself in, thanking God no one has to see how rubbed and blotched your face becomes though some detached part of you also wishes there were someone to see you now, to see and understand how sad you are at heart. They don't see it and of course you would never show them.

If the world were to end within the next ten minutes, you're the one i'd want to spend those minutes with.

She's your pretty portrait
I'm just your wrinkled photograph

You never know,
but I wait and wait for you to notice me again

Replies are only a sentence long.
With an unconvincing smile attached to it.

my last memory of you,
was blurred with tears
not because you hurt me,
but because i had to let you go

And just remember, you could've had me.

they just dont understand.
this feeling isnt as easy
to deal with
than most people think.
dont tell me it will be alright
because right now, its not.

you ruined me.
i sincerely hope you're happy.

and here are some icon's i've edited